[ It's a hard thing to admit for someone who's always had some kind of goal to strive after, even if that was as straightforward as moving from town to town and remembering people's stories for future generations. Is she even a Speaker anymore now that she's stationary? If even such a key component of her identity is able to be called into question, where does that mean for her? She'd always been so sure of herself in the past, but after awakening, her life is nothing but questions that need answering.>
I want to help people, if I can. The way we used to. I don't know if it's possible, though. I have no idea if there are even any other Speakers left, or if I'm the only one.
[ What she does know is that there's no way she'd leave Trevor and Alucard behind. It would be better to stay put here with them for the rest of her life than to travel alone. Their company is vital to her now; they're her family. However that looks, whatever it means, she knows that much is true. ]
Beyond that... it's hard to say. I was trained to do one thing, and now that isn't really an option anymore. Maybe this is a chance to reinvent myself.
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[ It's a hard thing to admit for someone who's always had some kind of goal to strive after, even if that was as straightforward as moving from town to town and remembering people's stories for future generations. Is she even a Speaker anymore now that she's stationary? If even such a key component of her identity is able to be called into question, where does that mean for her? She'd always been so sure of herself in the past, but after awakening, her life is nothing but questions that need answering.>
I want to help people, if I can. The way we used to. I don't know if it's possible, though. I have no idea if there are even any other Speakers left, or if I'm the only one.
[ What she does know is that there's no way she'd leave Trevor and Alucard behind. It would be better to stay put here with them for the rest of her life than to travel alone. Their company is vital to her now; they're her family. However that looks, whatever it means, she knows that much is true. ]
Beyond that... it's hard to say. I was trained to do one thing, and now that isn't really an option anymore. Maybe this is a chance to reinvent myself.