It is what I have always made for myself. What other desires can there be?

[ Lauralae would like to study, to learn, but she knows what she has done in the years of her life cannot be looked upon fondly. She had heard whispers of forbidden magic long before she had fled her temple and now... Now she is a master of it, in a way, and she cannot admit it to anyone. The gloves along her arms protect the scarring that might give her away and she is twitchy with her discomfort.

Slowly, she stares at Alucard, gazing at him. He is... More than she had thought when she had met him before. ]

I have never had friends. I do not know contentment. I do not know how to achieve those things.